You look so vibrant!
I love your eye makeup. Is it new?
You’re back to your old self.
It’s great to see you so happy again.
What’s the good news? You seem to be doing so much better.
Why have I heard these comments this week?
I am 100% confident that I will not find out anything about my illness(es) this [...]
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Each day is a chore, each night is a trial
I wanna be somebody else for awhile
Somebody Else for A While – Pat McCurdy
I’ve been thinking a lot about who I would be and what I would be doing if it wasn’t for my illness(es). And, yes. I’d like to be someone else for a while.
This [...]
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The 13 vials of blood came back negative for every antibody and every thing else tested except for my ANA, which was low.
It still amazes me that I definitely have a goiter on my thyroid and yet not a single antibody to prove it’s there. I am atypical they say.
Seems to somewhat amaze my docs [...]
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When you’ve had 13 vials of blood taken, a gallium scan, thorough neuro exam, and 3T MRI, you hope to know something. Anything!
C’mon – there MUST be some sort of results somewhere.
When none of your doctors are returning your calls, you realize they are still working on your puzzle pieces, but you want them to [...]
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Thank you for sharing the slideshow, Dr. Chwistek.
I often wonder why many physicians I’ve seen seem to lack empathy. Particularly the docs who have blown me off completely. I’ve learned that the doctor-patient communication success is all on me.
If I let anxiety or other emotions overwhelm me, a doctor isn’t going to reel me in [...]
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Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering. – Paulo Coelho
I’m having a recurrent dream.
My Primary Care Physician calls me and says, “I have your results.” And I say, “There was nothing.” “Yep, nothing. Everything came back normal. I’m so sorry.”
And from there [...]
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Pre-Scan
On day 2, the injection of radioactive gallium citrate, called the tracer, had
made its way through my body. I explained to the tech that I am a patient blogger and my fellow patients were also fascinated by the lead encased syringe. The department now wants to check out my blog.
I was dressed comfortably in preparation [...]
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So you’ve got unexplained inflammation that no one can diagnose and you’re having a Gallium Scan! (also called a Gallium 67 test)
I thought there was a lack of information about thyroid biopsies when I wrote my posts about that. I thought there was a lack of information about muscle biopsies when I wrote about that [...]
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I was hoping to never see another Neurologist ever again. That was before I met Dr. B and Dr. L.
I was taken completely seriously.
In fact, when I mentioned to a room full of medical professionals including Dr. B. about what University Neuro doc said to me , they all expressed shock, disapproval, and disbelief. I [...]
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I’d like to thank everyone who shared their opinions about what to wear to medical appointments.
I believe I hit the mark today with a blazer, slacks, and casual-type shirt. I felt confident and was taken seriously.
I have much to share about today’s appointment with Neuro #4 and his wonderful Resident MD, Dr. B. But for [...]
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